The Lone Wolf

I would never describe myself as introverted. In fact I would like to think that I function very well socially even rising to the level of gregariousness when appropriate. My profession requires considerable interaction with others both independently and in groups. I feel as I perform well and even thrive in that environment. With that said I undoubtedly often reach the apex of bliss when alone. I think that is part of what draws me to triathlon. It is essentially an individual pursuit. You can certainly train with others, race on teams or with clubs and interact socially at events. Ultimately though you race alone. And for many training is done alone. This is certainly so in my case and entirely by choice. I was mountain biking this past week bombing down gnarly single track and fire roads and could not have been more in my element. Many of my pursuits are solo. From hunting to fishing to kayaking (and of course SBR) I truly enjoy the solitude. I suppose on some level it is an expression/manifestation of self reliance and indicative of a general sense of being comfortable in one's own skin. These endeavors afford considerable opportunities for introspection and general contemplation of some of life's deepest and most meaningful complexities. There is plenty of time to ponder much less important topics as well (think fantasy football selections or what restaurant to choose). If I dug a little deeper I could probably link my propensity and predisposition to solitude to some event(s) from my formative years. Regardless it is who I am and though I deeply cherish and am thankful for precious time spent with loved ones, friends and acquaintances I am also so very thankful for my time alone for quiet reflection and self actualization. Any other lone wolves out there howling at the pale orb of the night sky?