So sad when someone feels the need to try to hurt you by taking what you post on your blog and sending it to the person it was about.....don't you realize that wont hurt me? you should really think about how it would make the person reading it feel. Grow up and try to find something better to do with your time then to worry about my life please....I am flattered that you are so concerned with what I do but hope someday you will find happiness in yourself and can find who you rather then try to be everyone else.

had to take my car to the shop to get fixed where someone busted into it a couple weeks ago then just ran to work then ran to the bank after teaching spin and ran home to get the truck to drive back to work...thought about running back but not sure if my 5:45-6:45 client is coming tonight so if she doesnt I'll finish at 5 and if she does it will be closer to 7. With her being pregnant and such sometimes she cancels at the last minute.

so Ive been talking to this guy for about a month....a week before I went to run the St Croix 50 I met him at a local bar and had some drinks that was the night my car window got busted out.... I did notice that he paid a lot of attention to the young bar tender that night also...he told me that night when I asked if he was working said he was laid off right and had been for a "couple" months. We continued talking and such and when i got back from St Croix we went to lunch...while we were there I asked if he walked cause he said he walks everywhere....just that he walks everywhere not because he doesnt have a car! He treated me to lunch and the next night we were going to go out and I said you want to meet me or pick me up or me pick you up and then he asked me to pick him up.....We decided to go to a pre super bowl party and met my dad there and I knew quite a few folks so I was comfortable instead of like the night at the bar where my window got busted out...had a nice night we kissed quite a bit before I dropped him at home and the next day we took my dog to the forest for just a nice 6 mile hike.  During this time I asked do you not drive because of no license by choice no car?? And now he tells me he doesnt have a car cause he hasnt needed one....hmmmm how do you get a job without a car? Ok...now I find out he's not worked in over a year and no car over a year...hmmmm i said im not a shallow person cause people have ups and downs but are you looking??? No not right now but im motivating him to......then on monday I told him I was very hesitant and dont wanna give him any ultimatums but how can we get to know each other if he doesnt have a car? Are you gonna walk to my house and us walk in the cold to dinner or the movies or whatever and how can you not wanna work?? We continued to talk and weds night he invited me over and I had to work but I said i stopped by on the way to my clients...well he wanted to show me his place....so I walk in its one big room with a kitchen and a bathroom door off it, an older tv sitting on this shelf and one chair....a chair that you would find out by someones garbage....so I sat in the chair and he pulled the other chair which was a metal kitchen chair next to mine and we talked....i tried again not to judge.  The next evening I went over for a couple hours and we talked some he didnt say that he was applying for anything anywhere he did say that he wouldnt be able to get a car for awhile and things kinda got steamy but not too too steamy if you know what I mean.  I went on home and the next morning my flags were raised...he is a nice guy but I dont need someone without any drive at all.....he messaged me about coming over and i told him i needed some space and need things to slow down until I see some action on his part. and that my mind keeps flagging the fact that he is not working doesnt have a job but I didnt say and you only have ONE CHAIR!!!!...he basically answered with OK and then I asked if he had put many apps in that week and Ive not heard back from him.  Really what is wrong with people!!!!! Is it too much to ask to have a job a car, teeth, dont do drugs and now I gotta add to my list a couch or more then one CHAIR!