Subject: a CHEST COLD 8 days before Ironman...slap me!Crushingly, it appears I have a chest cold eight days ahead of Ironman Canada (Aug 30).
I know how this particular chest cold is going to play out, getting worse just on Ironman day.
One doesn't give up a years worth of living Ironman easily.
I ask myself: what is the point in participating? I would not be able to achieve last years' 11:37:25 and I would only injure my body.
I have this fantasy in the back of my mind saying, this cold will force me to go out slow, meter my energy and in the end come back with a good finishing time. But I need someone of experience to slap me in the face and say 'That is just a fantasy, save your body to race another day!'.
I hope to get sick as a dog and have this decision unequivocal and 'made for me'. |