Subject: RE: Does anyone train for the wrong reasons?cdcouture - 2005-08-27 4:59 PM
the "you did WHAT?" reaction from folks after I finish my first tri, to do something others can't or won't do.
That's one of my reasons, too.. I'm not quite sure WHY, but I have spent a good deal of my life purposely trying to be different from *everybody else* or at least different from most other females. I have no idea why.
I also cannot live my life without something to *work* for. I must be moving forward, working TOWARDS something, maybe because if I stop moving I will just melt in with *everybody else*... combine that with the drudgery of every day life and that'll send me screaming and running for the hills.
Sometimes I train out of sheer guilt.. I know I won't regret it, but guilt is the only thing that makes me change my clothes and get my rear out of the door.
I won't pretend that the *vanity* thing doesn't drive me.. it definitely does.
Once I get over the painful hump of the first 10 - 15 minutes, I just plain and simply love the feeling, the *high* that I get from getting my heart and blood pumping... and from the feeling that I could do anything I want to.
~ Adrienne
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