TAN #187: sTANd and be counted! (Page 65)

Congrats!

I shall.  It will be fun.  I just have a couple of houses to get ready to sell before the fun part begins.  I have to sell my mother's house and my house in Oak Ridge.  We will keep the places in Atlanta and the lake.  The Oak Ridge house has some problems with the foundation $$$$.  

TW.

That's what I said yesterday and you replied "OK".  I took that to be you saying "uhhh Okaaaaay..."

Like "ignore the crazy guy".

HOLIDAY TAN!!! HOLIDAY TAN!!! HOLIDAY TAN!!!

Lake house. That right there would be me set for retirement. 

O TANnenbaum  O TANnenbaum.....

Feeling the need to listen to that now.  I dig it.

Death Race 2000 -- a completely underrated classic.  Haven't seen it since I was about 10.

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NRG42 - 2012-11-16 8:24 AMGood Morning TAN!

Youse are alive?

 

Hi, ALL and yes I am alive just working hard to do soooo many things.  And I have been in an awful funk......so decided to not spread my lack of cheer in here until I had my head screwed on straight. Back is hurting again so very discouraged.   

But I miss you guys and realize this outlet of fun and banter is important. 

I wish there were more banter and fun on BT ....seems to have shifted a bit. I've not had much cheer and come here for the distraction of nonsense. Lets get back to some good old fashioned TAN nonsense!!!

I could tell you about the date I went on last Sunday, guy tried to clinch his fist in my hair........it takes a lot for me to loss my politeness.....but that did it! 

WTF?!

 

And I have been in an awful funk......

I hear ya, and sorry to hear that.... just kinda coming out of my own two month long funk. It sucks being there.

I believe funks are a part of the cycle, but it weird cause I can't figure out exactly what I need to do to get out or start to turn it around for the first time?  Funks never last......

My funk is centered around some unresolved anger after finding out something pretty awful. . I've figured out how to let it go, and say and do what I have to do for my own self preservation even if it means someone else is going to have to deal with the aftermath ...of their own doing. I wash my hands of it.

That is it!!!!  I am in and have worked so extemely hard to get to right where I am today (not tomorrow, not 2 years from now).  I have a business idea that I am trying to get a patent on, and write a business proposal that I am excited for, my new boss has turned over one the business units to me (Kidney Stone) and given complete autonomy to grow it and own it, giving a presentation to the big wigs on the 26th, and the presentation is really good.

My kids are happy, healthy and doing everything they should, the ex is gettinng better each day without needing me and moving on.  I love the spirit of the holidays and for the first time ever I can be at peace with not faking a happy family where I am not.

So could all this be becasue of Love?  and not having anyone?  and being alone? 

For you TANners that may want to track our IM AZ peeps -http://www.beginnertriathlete.com/discussion/forums/thread-view.asp?tid=468527&posts=2&start=1

Better:
All BT folks (all in one page)
http://www.fexycoaching.com/track/track.php?id=327&f=1
**** or as a selection of links
http://www.fexycoaching.com/track/track.php?id=327