I'm In Love

I've been thinking of my next bike purchase and I am sure that it will be a tri-specific bike. I had narrowed it down to Cervélo P2K, the Guru Crono, and the Argon18 Mercury. Then, I finally dropped into a shop that sells Cervélo and I fell in love! I've seen the Crono and the Mercury and they are both nice, but the P2K is just beautiful. There are only two things that I am not crazy about on this bike and that is the fact that the brakes are in-house (not Ultegra) and the frame is available in only one colour, blue...I want a yellow one! But, nontheless, I want a Cervélo P2K...or as I call it, the Pee Tuque Eh...and I want it now. My wife thinks I have gone over the deep end, but she is not a cyclist so what does she know!?! Unfortunately, I cannot afford to buy it until next year, and then only if I retire! What's a guy to do? I am almost tempted to get a second job but that seems way too drastic! Eeech....I am not all that crazy about working to begin with let alone work two jobs! Woe is me!