ARGH! Stupid weight that won't come off!

I am really frustrated that my weight isn't getting lower and my stupid body fat is a fluxuating nightmare! So, here I am still blubbery and chunky. I weigh a whopping 139, which doesn't sound big until you put it on a petite 5 foot frame. i am still going to workout and everything, but I am having a defeating day. I know that this doesn't come overnight, but for the most part I am eating well. I know part of it is due to "womanly" issues, but still. I feel really frustrated. I think I am really frustrated is because I was the right weight for my size right before I got pregnant. What's even more frustrating is that everyone (that doesn't workout) says that I will never get back down to my original size. I also don't condone they stupid ways either. "Oh, lets just pop a pill and not workout." or "The cabbage soup diet works for me." (then a week later, they gain it all back)

I don't care if I am not skinny. I just don't want to look like I am 4 months pregnant anymore. I know that all of this will pay off, but I am frustrated because I have been working out since the beginning of January and nothing has come off. I hate wearing clothes that are even remotely formfitting. I don't even want to be touched or anything, because I feel so frumpy.

I feel even worse, because my wonderful hubby bought a nice pink lingerie set and when I tried it on, I wanted to cry. I looked like a pink pig.

Well, sorry for the depressing blog, but I really hard to get this off of my chest, well actually, belly.

Krisy Bean