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2008-11-16 4:38 PM
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mchally - 2008-11-17 9:31 AM

I am a high-strung emotional wreck.  Frown 

Of course, when I saw my psychiatrist last week I was feeling great, optimistic, and like nothing could go wrong.  RED FLAG-nothing could go wrong??? Sounds like I was manic at the time and didn't realized it.  Now I am rapid cycling-one moment on the verge of tears and a few hours later I am as high as a kite, living my perfect little world.  Then, when I can't find find something(keys, an assignment for school, etc) or I am trying to do something and it doesn't go just as planned the world shatters and I go into a panic/anxiety attack.  To keep from going completely nutty I just have to completely shut down, withdrawing into myself and focus on breathing-in....and out....in....and out....

I currently am focusing on breathing and will, when my lungs are once again functioning, go out for a run.  Unfortunately, this throws my afternoon plans out the window and leaves a couple of friend in a tight place-too much to do and stuck taking buses or hoofing it.

Being Bipolar Sucks.Undecided  Any other manic-depressive person-or their close friends and family-could easily confirm this.

Alright-I am headed to a corner to sit on the floor and "meditate" (zone out).  I'll try to check in this evening.  I hope that everyone's day goes well.   

 

 

Hang in there The positive is you can recognise whats going on and do something about it which is awesome! 

Take Care!!!!



2008-11-16 4:46 PM
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kns57 - 2008-11-16 12:04 PM Tonight I'm going to see TranSiberian Orchestra. I 'heart' them. It really kicks off the Christmas season for me. I liked it better when they came to Atlanta the week before xmas, but the last 5 years they have been coming in November, before Thanksgiving. Oh well.

That's really cool!  i'm jealous.  Hope you have fun tonight.   

2008-11-16 4:50 PM
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thanks for your encouragement

sending a really big, teary eyed, choked up, and rather blue  

{{{{{{{{{{MELON PRESS}}}}}}}}}}

your way.

 

And one for anyone else who drops in as well. 

2008-11-16 4:50 PM
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kns57 - 2008-11-16 12:01 PM Tis the annual trek to Mexico where it is warm! This year it is Puerta Vallarta. Next Sunday night we will be eating at our favorite restaurant Le Kliff. It overlooks the bay, you watch the sunset, open air, thatched roof, sea breezes. Highly recomment this restaurant to anyone who goes to Puerta Vallarta. It is about 20 minutes outside of town on the south side of the bay.

I guess I can't be too jealous.  I'm leaving for Playa del Carmen on Thanksgiving.  It's going to be fun.  A friend is getting married, so lots of our friends will be down there.  Way better than going home where it's cold for Thanksgiving.   

2008-11-16 5:09 PM
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mchally - 2008-11-17 9:50 AM

thanks for your encouragement

sending a really big, teary eyed, choked up, and rather blue  

{{{{{{{{{{MELON PRESS}}}}}}}}}}

your way.

 

And one for anyone else who drops in as well. 

Aaaw Mel - you are welcome to come here anytime!!!  I cant tell you Ive had some horrible horrible cant get out of bed days and its just so nice to have somewhere to go where you can share what you are going through and you know you wont be judged!

 

Look after yourself!

2008-11-16 5:09 PM
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Hi Jen! Hows your knee feeling? And your sanity?


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2008-11-16 5:55 PM
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Hey

I'm back from my run-hot, sweaty, tired, and calm. I did 9x my funky block loop. Each lap is a little over a third of a mile- I did about 3.33 miles.



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2008-11-16 6:03 PM
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mchally - 2008-11-17 10:55 AM

Hey

I'm back from my run-hot, sweaty, tired, and calm. I did 9x my funky block loop. Each lap is a little over a third of a mile- I did about 3.33 miles.

Way to go!!!  

2008-11-16 6:19 PM
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Hi Nibbs!

 

2008-11-16 6:20 PM
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QueenZipp - 2008-11-16 4:22 PM I swam today and it felt awesome

me too!

2008-11-16 6:21 PM
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kaqphin - 2008-11-16 6:09 PM
mchally - 2008-11-17 9:50 AM

thanks for your encouragement

sending a really big, teary eyed, choked up, and rather blue  

{{{{{{{{{{MELON PRESS}}}}}}}}}}

your way.

And one for anyone else who drops in as well. 

Aaaw Mel - you are welcome to come here anytime!!!  I cant tell you Ive had some horrible horrible cant get out of bed days and its just so nice to have somewhere to go where you can share what you are going through and you know you wont be judged!

 

Look after yourself!

x2!



2008-11-16 6:26 PM
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kaqphin - 2008-11-16 4:03 PM
mchally - 2008-11-17 10:55 AM

Hey

I'm back from my run-hot, sweaty, tired, and calm. I did 9x my funky block loop. Each lap is a little over a third of a mile- I did about 3.33 miles.

Way to go!!!

I take it back-more like 3.5 miles.  I would like to get a more accurate measurement than BT's Route mapper. 

2008-11-16 6:27 PM
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I am no longer hot and sweaty-I am damp and cold.  It is time for a nice hot shower.
2008-11-16 6:40 PM
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mchally - 2008-11-16 7:27 PM I am no longer hot and sweaty-I am damp and cold.  It is time for a nice hot shower.

I know the feeling - you better shower and warm up before you catch cold!

2008-11-16 6:43 PM
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lastcall2003 - 2008-11-17 11:40 AM

mchally - 2008-11-16 7:27 PM I am no longer hot and sweaty-I am damp and cold.  It is time for a nice hot shower.

I know the feeling - you better shower and warm up before you catch cold!

LMAO! Thats such a 'Mum' thing to say!

2008-11-16 6:44 PM
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kaqphin - 2008-11-16 7:43 PM
lastcall2003 - 2008-11-17 11:40 AM

mchally - 2008-11-16 7:27 PM I am no longer hot and sweaty-I am damp and cold.  It is time for a nice hot shower.

I know the feeling - you better shower and warm up before you catch cold!

LMAO! Thats such a 'Mum' thing to say!

hehe!

I am what I am



2008-11-16 6:45 PM
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lastcall2003 - 2008-11-17 11:44 AM
kaqphin - 2008-11-16 7:43 PM
lastcall2003 - 2008-11-17 11:40 AM

mchally - 2008-11-16 7:27 PM I am no longer hot and sweaty-I am damp and cold.  It is time for a nice hot shower.

I know the feeling - you better shower and warm up before you catch cold!

LMAO! Thats such a 'Mum' thing to say!

hehe!

I am what I am

Its brilliant!

2008-11-16 6:48 PM
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kaqphin - 2008-11-16 7:45 PM
lastcall2003 - 2008-11-17 11:44 AM
kaqphin - 2008-11-16 7:43 PM
lastcall2003 - 2008-11-17 11:40 AM

mchally - 2008-11-16 7:27 PM I am no longer hot and sweaty-I am damp and cold.  It is time for a nice hot shower.

I know the feeling - you better shower and warm up before you catch cold!

LMAO! Thats such a 'Mum' thing to say!

hehe!

I am what I am

Its brilliant!

  thanks Cat!

2008-11-16 6:59 PM
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oooh-I forgot about part of my freak out attacks...I have an overwhelming urge to destroy whatever is frustrating me or is in my way. I have never given in to this urge, but it is unsettling.

there was that one time-I believe that there are a few dents in the door of the elevator that I spent an unpleasant hour ten minutes in...alone...at the storage center...when it was about to automatically lock down for the night...and there was NO ONE else in the building. It turns out that they had changed the code format. It came to the point that I started randomly punching all the buttons and eventually lucked out.

It is messed up that once I was in the elevator the door wouldn't open until I pushed the proper buttons-I could understand it not going anywhere, but trapping me inside? that is just wrong. They should have posted the change in format inside the elevator.



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2008-11-16 7:52 PM
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Im back!
2008-11-16 8:04 PM
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kaqphin - 2008-11-16 8:52 PM

Im back!


Um. You weren't here?

Um. Oh.

(Welcome back!)

(Hi Cat!)


2008-11-16 8:06 PM
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D001 - 2008-11-17 1:04 PM
kaqphin - 2008-11-16 8:52 PM Im back!
Um. You weren't here? Um. Oh. (Welcome back!) (Hi Cat!)

Lol - only for an hour.... we had a TRi-chicks lunch n learn session!

2008-11-16 8:11 PM
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kaqphin - 2008-11-16 6:06 PM

D001 - 2008-11-17 1:04 PM
kaqphin - 2008-11-16 8:52 PM Im back!
Um. You weren't here? Um. Oh. (Welcome back!) (Hi Cat!)

Lol - only for an hour.... we had a TRi-chicks lunch n learn session!

Yeah for Tri-Chicks!!!
2008-11-16 8:13 PM
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Hi Mel!

Hi Dee!

Hi Cat!

2008-11-16 8:15 PM
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mchally - 2008-11-17 1:11 PM
kaqphin - 2008-11-16 6:06 PM

D001 - 2008-11-17 1:04 PM
kaqphin - 2008-11-16 8:52 PM Im back!
Um. You weren't here? Um. Oh. (Welcome back!) (Hi Cat!)

Lol - only for an hour.... we had a TRi-chicks lunch n learn session!

Yeah for Tri-Chicks!!!

Well 10 turned up which is just over half... I know a few of them have had big things on today so thats a good sign I guess!

Next week we need to have a team meeting and get where everyone is at I guess... sounds like there are a few keen for some group training and the guy today offered to take us for a swim lesson!

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