Subject: RE: ---This post is sucking me dry... in a very short time I will be nothing but an empty husk, begging for the water that is normal life and relationships that I have blithly discarded for this thread. No longer do I have a will of my own, it has been subsumed by the evil, dank, retched, soul sucking need to be on this thread 24 hours a day. I can't remember the last tim e I ate and my bowels ache as I can't leave the computer long enough to relieve myself. I don't sleep, only exist in a drowsing state of frenitic anticipation for the next dose of nothing that has become my only sustanance. I want to turn back and god above knows I need to turn away, but I can't do it. Is Garyellen posting about my hill? Is Don fantasizing about bodily fluids? Did I miss something? Anything? Sinking into abject submissivness, I bathe in noithingness, wanting only more of it, filling me with a hollow dread that is becomeing all that is Thomas. Nothing is from whence I came, and nothing is to where I travel. May god have mercy on my wretched soul... WILL YOU STOP TOUCHING ME!!!!!! ................................................................................................................................................................................................ |