THIS JOB SUCKS!!!!

I really REALLY hate work right now...
I started my own business as a professional organizer last month and I LOVE working at it nights and weekends..but then i step foot back in the hell that is my day job and I just dont know how much longer I can stand it here...
Its not the people..the works not that bad..its just that i work in a building with NO windows, from the first light through to the evening...so on weekdays (especially in the winter) I dont see the sun except for 15 minutes in the morning (break) and an hour for lunch...
It just sucks...

I think about life as a pro organizer and just DROOL with desire to do it...Something i love, that is creative, its a therapy, its connecting to people, its travelling, shopping, and sometimes dirty hard work...i know that in my mind I'm sure I'm inflating the pro organizer thing to be greater than it probably really is...but STILL if i were doing it full time now, I would have time to train during the daylight, time to sleep at night and time to spend with my poor attention deprived puppydog and I'd be making a TON more money...

its the carrot dangling in front of me....
I just want to walk away RIGHT now...
just .....walk away....
holy crap that would be the GREATEST!