Bike it to the MAX in June Ghoulies!!! (Page 40)

ironannekidd - 2010-06-15 6:58 AM

There are days that hte parts of me that have been broken, bruised, sprained, strained, and battered say I don't want to do this. It is the part of me, deep down inside, that can't be broken that keeps me moving.


I will never be Neal or Melindy fast, but I can still keep on keepin' on.

Girl Passing on Left - 2010-06-15 10:18 AM

so where do you live Robin?

ceilidh - 2010-06-15 7:24 AM

Right here.

ceilidh - 2010-06-15 10:24 AM

Right here.

Girl Passing on Left - 2010-06-15 10:33 AM

Morning All....I have decided to change the color of my calendar from yellow to peach today!

going for a run! arent you proud of me!??

bout time, eh???

yall have a great day and RUN ANN RUN!

ps (if you are like me and always a day late.....get those fathers day cards in the mail today or tomorrow if your dads dont live near by...that way they will be there in time!)

ironannekidd - 2010-06-15 6:30 AM Maybe I should sum up the story a bit more...

My BIL and his wife spent a month doing ground work with this damn horse. Both are experienced riders, and have done some horse training. He did fine on the ground. My BIL is 6' 3", 200+ lbs. He tried to ride him after a month of training and the horse bucked like a mother when he got on his back. My BIL had that horses head pulled back to his shoulder and that damn horse was still bucking. He threw my BIL.

I ended up selling him to a rodeo guy in MD. He came and looked at him with 2 others. They told me that horse was never even trained. Isn't it great that he was being sold as a kid and family friendly horse!

I had contacted the guy who sold him to me and asked if he'd buy him back. I'd pay to ship him back to Texas. That guy ripped me apart. I didn't even read the entire email he sent. Printed out it would have been several pages, I only read the first paragraph. He told me that I must have beat that horse, blah blah blah. That horse flinched when he saw the crop, he had been beaten before I ever got him.

I have been on a horse once since. I took my daughter riding. I will buy another horse someday. I have a friend who used to rodeo ride, he was good. He also trains horses. When I'm ready he'll find me something, I'll trust him, because he wouldn't lie to me, and I'll write a check.

I will eventually need to have surgery on my neck and back. I'm going to put those off as long as I can.

In the last year and a half I've lost 40 pounds. Done a sprint triathlon, a 5k, and a half marathon. I have another sprint in July, another HM in Sept, and the Marine Corps Marathon in October.

Too bad it took me 37 years to realize I enjoy running.

ironannekidd - 2010-06-15 11:10 AM Thanks to everyone this morning for their kind words. Having THE VILLAGE to come to when I need a pick me up is a big part of why I can do the things I'm doing today.

Love you all!

ceilidh - 2010-06-15 7:24 AM

Right here.

ceilidh - 2010-06-15 7:37 AM

Run, Jules, Run!

ironannekidd - 2010-06-15 8:10 AM Thanks to everyone this morning for their kind words. Having THE VILLAGE to come to when I need a pick me up is a big part of why I can do the things I'm doing today.

Love you all!

Girl Passing on Left - 2010-06-15 11:23 AM

thanks Robin...I now have my running clothes/shoes on....I think it is time!

drum roll please!!!!!!

ceilidh - 2010-06-15 11:14 AM

Back at you!

FYI, I just stole your post (hope you don't mind) and posted it for our Ghoulie mentees. Seemed appropriate.

Girl Passing on Left - 2010-06-15 11:32 AM

I listed this bike on BT and it just sold!

YAY!

ironannekidd - 2010-06-15 8:30 AM

RUN JULES RUN!!!!!

Girl Passing on Left - 2010-06-15 11:27 AM

awwwwwwwwwwwwww love you too, Ann!!

remember when I came back last week, I said I was just popping in to say hi but I was not quite ready to be back with all that had been going on in my life?

silly me ~ I couldnt leave once I got here! I am sooooooooooooooooooooooo rowing in that boat when it comes to what a GREAT pick me up this group is!!

ironannekidd - 2010-06-15 4:45 AM I'm going to tell you a story this morning. It may be a little long, but it is sort of how I ended up where I am today.

Three years ago, June 15 was on a Friday. I had been working at the US Army War College for almost 3 years, and while I liked my job, and was pretty good at it, management had recently changed and I was not part of the good old boys club. I was feeling good about life, had some money in the bank, had just bought a motorcycle and a horse, things were good.

June 14 I got called into the big boss's office. I was getting written up for coming into work early. I had 41 laptops to have prepared for incoming foreign students and I was given 2 days to make it happen, not enough time. There was a group of us working on a Saturday to clean up the classrooms since classes were over for the summer and I went in early to work on the laptops before everyone else got there. In the letter I was to sign it said it was unsafe for me to be there at that time of day because I was a female. I should have taken the letter with me, sounds a bit like discrimination doesn't it? It wasn't a problem for me to be there in the middle of the night when I was on call though.

Anyway...
I refused to sign the letter but told them I would sign a letter of resignation by the end of the day. I figured with what I had in the bank, and if I gave 4 weeks notice I could last almost 3 months living off of my savings account. That should be enough time to find a new job. So June 14 I gave my 4 weeks notice.

June 15 I went to work. I didn't want to be there. I was grumpy, had a bit of a headache, and now realized I didn't want to be in that place for 4 more weeks. It was supposed to be a beautiful day, and I had ridden my motorcycle to work, so after 2 hours I decided to call it a day. I left, took the long way home on my bike, passed home and went to Gettysburg to see if my husband wanted to go out to lunch. We did go out, then on the way home I stopped at a local motorcycle shop to get his Father's Day gift. I put over 100 miles on my motorcycle that day.

That evening my brother and my niece came over to go horseback riding. We weren't going to go far. My daughter was only 3 at the time, and I was going to ride my new horse for the first time. I bought him from a guy in Texas. I wanted something kid friendly that my daughter could eventually ride, as her horse is getting up there in years, the guy in Texas told me how great and calm this horse was so I bought him. My parents had been over for dinner and had just left. We get the girls on my daughters horse and they go riding around the front yard while I get ready. I saddle up my horse, get on, and he just stands there. I couldn't get him to move, at all. I asked my brother, who was standing on the ground, to go get me the crop in the barn. (Mistake #1) When my horse saw the crop he flinched, I should have known better right then. My brother handed me the crop and I didn't hit him, I brushed his hind flank and he took off buckin' like you wouldn't believe. He had spun around so we were heading out through our fields. I remember thinking I need to get off of this horse I'm going to get hurt. (Mistake #2) I decided I was going to jump. I pulled my right foot out of the stirrup and leaned, and when I did he let out one hell of a kick and I was in the air.

I don't remember a lot after that point, some of this is from what other people told me. After being thrown the next thing I remember is lying face down in the ground thinking, before I ever look up that my arms were broke. I pick my head up and look at my left arm and think that one's broke. I put my head back down. I picked it up again and looked at my right arm and thought that one's broke too. I put my head back down. My brother came over and I told him I needed an ambulance. The horse started heading back at a run and my brother thought he was going to trample me. If he had my brother said he was going in to get a gun and he'd have made a blanket for me out of him.

My brother called for an ambulance. Then he called my parents to come back and take care of the kids. After I got thrown my husband got them off their horse and sent them in the house. With my horse acting all crazy, it had their horse fired up. I later learned when they got in the house my daughter starting throwing up everywhere, she saw me laying in the ground not looking too good. My parents take care of the kids, and clean up the house. Time passed, no ambulance. My brother called again. My husband starts calling every EMT we know, but can't find anyone home. I told them if we could get my arms splinted I could move enough to get in the car so they could drive me to the hospital. My brother was getting pretty ticked off that we do a lot for the fire company and there was still no ambulance. He called a third time and used words that would be filtered out here. After 3 calls and 45 minutes of me laying on the ground an ambulance arrives.

They asked where I hurt, I told them everywhere. There was never any doubt though that both arms were broken. They splinted my arms, rolled me over onto the backboard and put a neck collar on me an we were off to the hospital. I don't remember a whole lot about being in the hospital at all. I had no concept of time while I was there. In the ER the best nurse ever was checking me out, again, no doubt my arms were broken, she was trying to decide where to put an IV. She figured they would cast my arms, but she didn't know how high. An IV in the wrist was definitely out, she went for the elbow. If it had to be moved it would be moved, but she wanted to get it started for now. Someone came to take me for x-rays and she told them no one was touching me until I had some morphine, like I said best nurse ever. I don't remember the x-rays at all. I do remember her apologizing for cutting off my shirt, I really liked that shirt, too.

Things get fuzzier and fuzzier for me from here, may have been the morphine. When I had first gotten to the ER they told me the orthoped wouldn't be in until Saturday morning to see me. He was there before I left the ER for a hospital bed that night. The radius in both arms was obliterated... dust. I later saw the x-rays, there were no less than 12 pieces at each break, and those were just the countable pieces, we actually saw the dust that was once my bones. The surgeon talked to my husband, I don't remember the conversation. I do remember him saying without surgery I'd have casts on both arms, up to my armpits for 4-6 months. My husband consented to the surgery.

I don't remember a Saturday morning at all. I don't know when they took me to surgery. I don't remember anyone ever taking my pants off. After being wheeled to a room and helped into bed the next thing I remember is waking up with my arms ace wrapped from my hand to my elbow and metal sticking out of my arms. I had 2 pins sticking out of each hand, 2 pins sticking out of the middle of my forearm, and a metal bar attached to all of them. I closed my eyes again.

Nurses in the hospital were great, too. One of them was in a cast, she had fallen off of a horse, she took good care of me. I was supposed to be discharged Saturday afternoon. She called my doc and told him I needed to stay another day, so he said ok. Again, time was all wacky here. I remember them bringing in the big hospital mug full of water and setting it on a table beside me. I couldn't get it. I remember the phone ringing in my room. I couldn't answer it. I remember one time, I think it was night because it was dark trying to push the button for more morphine and I couldn't push the button. I even tried to hold the handle and push the button with my head and I couldn't get it. A nurse came in and saw what I was doing. She said she wasn't supposed to push the button for me, but she did. I couldn't do anything for myself. I could only bend my fingers to about 90 degrees,  my thumbs were no lobster claws and I was in a lot of pain.

I was like this for the next 6 weeks. I couldn't dress myself. I couldn't bathe myself. I couldn't get a drink out of the refrigerator. I could barely feed myself.

In the ER I told them my hand was numb. I was told it was because of the swelling. No one ever looked at anything but my arms. To cut to the chase here, a year later I had surgery to relieve a pinched nerve in my elbow. I also learned then after a CAT scan, an MRI, and a nuclear scan of some type, that I had broken my neck in 3 places. I also did other damage to my elbow, and a shoulder. I have also had back problems since then. Last year I was diagnosed with osteoarthritis in my spine. You aren't supposed to have arthritis in your spine when you're 36. So 3 years and $15,000 worth of medical bills later, here I am.

After the accident I was afraid to do anything. Up until that point I would go mache 2 with my hair on fire... no fear. Now I was afraid. I got lazy, I gained weight.

A year and a half ago I started my journey to lose weight. At the time I was still upset because the Ann I was I am never going to be again. It has taken awhile but the Ann I am now is pretty damn good, too.

So as the journey continues, I think it is only fitting that on the 3 year anniversary of getting thrown from a horse, and changing my life in so many ways, that marathon training starts today.

Sorry to bore you with my long story (and this is the short version)

Onward and Upward my friends

iowagander - 2010-06-15 12:25 PM Good day Ghoulies! It's going to be a short day at work for me today. A couple more hours of phone-jockeying and email-answering and then it's time for a quick softball game and then I'm outta here. It's my daughter's 8th birthday today so I have a little monkey to go spoil. We're going out to Red Lobster tonight (her choice) and to take some fun pictures in the new clothes we bought her.

ironannekidd - 2010-06-15 9:26 AM

What time are we meeting for dinner?

Should we call ahead and tell them they'll be making A LOT of margarita's tonight?

Happy birthday young Anderson!