Subject: RE: TAN 47: El CapiTANSpokes - 2008-09-22 5:28 PM
phoenixazul - 2008-09-22 2:23 PM Arrrrrggghh... I hate packing, but I hate leaving friends more. I don't want to go back to America. If I could just transport my family here, life would be grand. I can't keep doing this to myself, it's too bloody stressful and heartbreaking and I'm absolutely terrible at goodbyes and I've got to make some seriously difficult ones tomorrow. Awwww. Going away party scheduled? I know you're very attached to Scotland!
Had a flat cooling/end of summer/beginning of school/Tracey's leaving party on Saturday which was a riot of a time...but because everyone's back in school, the past few days have been little individual meetings and coffees together. Tomorrow I'm going to get up hella early, make one last desperate attempt to catch a wild Scottish Brown Trout (and fry the heck out of him for dinner ), and have tea with my absolute best mate in the world...then get up wednesday morning and go home to Pat.
It's just weird...like I'm coming back in December for graduation, but it kills me to think about not living here, always being a tourist in a city that I consider home. The job hunt continues every hopefully for work in the UK, but now its time for me to go home to my fiance and start being an adult. I guess my reluctance/sadness is partially due to the fact that I feel like I'm being chucked headfirst into adulthood. Ugh.
Sorry TAN, I'm a downer. |