Subject: RE: Artemis's Group - FULL! Being bipolar really really sucks. I can't seem to stay stable for more than a couple weeks at a time...making it a month is a good spell. I have been such a wreck for the last couple of months and I just keep getting worse. I am so sick and tired of it. I spend more time every day is a emotional wreck than functional. I envy those who don't have to deal with mental illness. And I hate that so many people don't understand that it is a disease, not just me being choosing to be moody and have a poor attitude. I am at the point when I just want to smack people that tell me that I just need to make more of an effort, if I try harder I can overcome it, that medications aren't necessary and that I should work towards getting off them. k, rant over...for the moment at least. |