Subject: RE: Bermuda Triangle for TAN...regimom - 2008-05-27 5:00 PM 1stTimeTri - 2008-05-27 2:58 PM regimom - 2008-05-27 3:56 PM I don't want to be at work. I stayed late Friday catching up and now I really don't have much to do. And, I don't want to do it anyway. So.... did I mention I don't want to be here? sigh Question: If you lost 7 pounds, wouldn't you SEE that weight loss? I think it is false. My scale is playing a dirty trick. Did someone reset the darn thing? No. I think I'm just having a fat day. I am losing weight but I want to see it more. I'm having a bad body image day. I went to the beach with the BT Mafia yesterday and had to listen to Betsy and Bridget complain about how fat they look and how all of their pictures suck. I finally had to yell at them and say "You are the two most insecure hot chicks in the world." Then, listening to Bridget and Jeff drool over all of the really cut guys didn't help. Plus, Bridget has been chatting with this guy ("Abs" who LITERALLY looks like he has a turtle-shell for an abdomen. So everywhere I turn it's all about cut and ripped guys...and then I see pictures of myself from yesterday and, no matter how athletic and in-shape I think I am, it just completely crushes my mood. I don't have a flat stomach. My chest hangs whenever I bend over. It is just enough to make you upset and want to give up even trying anymore. At least, when I was fat, I KNEW that I was fat and didn't think that I was athletic.
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