Mad Manatee Mentors 2013: CLOSED (exc/ Pop Tart bribes) (Page 94)

Trainer update:   I've gone balls to the wall and brought in corporate.  H*LL hath no fury like a woman scorned!!!   I am supposed to have an acceptable resolution by noon today.  I told them that because I was so blind sighted by all of this, I have no idea when he figured out we were not a good fit.  I am assuming early on and I want not only my quantity of sessions, I want to be assured that I had quality.  I thought I could trust that he had my best interests but I have asked to have his training plans reviewed because I have seen no progress (he has never done any measure of progress so it was my leg to stand on).  

The range of emotions have stuck on anger and compensation for the stress.   I am standing firm.  Suck it trainer boy!!  

It probably didn't help that my abusive ex-husband has been calling because his current wife has had him arrested, thrown in a psych hospital, and is seeking supervision for his custody in their divorce, as I had in mine.   I have now blocked him from my phone after he told me he should have really wailed on me back when he hit me the first time.   I don't need to relive 20 years ago but it definitely made me put on my big girl panties with this trainer thing. 

Poor trainer.   He really screwed up and I don't think he meant it to turn out this way.  I am worthy though and will get what I paid for. 

Trainer update:   I've gone balls to the wall and brought in corporate.  H*LL hath no fury like a woman scorned!!!   I am supposed to have an acceptable resolution by noon today.  I told them that because I was so blind sighted by all of this, I have no idea when he figured out we were not a good fit.  I am assuming early on and I want not only my quantity of sessions, I want to be assured that I had quality.  I thought I could trust that he had my best interests but I have asked to have his training plans reviewed because I have seen no progress (he has never done any measure of progress so it was my leg to stand on).  

The range of emotions have stuck on anger and compensation for the stress.   I am standing firm.  Suck it trainer boy!!  

It probably didn't help that my abusive ex-husband has been calling because his current wife has had him arrested, thrown in a psych hospital, and is seeking supervision for his custody in their divorce, as I had in mine.   I have now blocked him from my phone after he told me he should have really wailed on me back when he hit me the first time.   I don't need to relive 20 years ago but it definitely made me put on my big girl panties with this trainer thing. 

Poor trainer.   He really screwed up and I don't think he meant it to turn out this way.  I am worthy though and will get what I paid for. 

Trainer update:   I've gone balls to the wall and brought in corporate.  H*LL hath no fury like a woman scorned!!!   I am supposed to have an acceptable resolution by noon today.  I told them that because I was so blind sighted by all of this, I have no idea when he figured out we were not a good fit.  I am assuming early on and I want not only my quantity of sessions, I want to be assured that I had quality.  I thought I could trust that he had my best interests but I have asked to have his training plans reviewed because I have seen no progress (he has never done any measure of progress so it was my leg to stand on).  

The range of emotions have stuck on anger and compensation for the stress.   I am standing firm.  Suck it trainer boy!!  

It probably didn't help that my abusive ex-husband has been calling because his current wife has had him arrested, thrown in a psych hospital, and is seeking supervision for his custody in their divorce, as I had in mine.   I have now blocked him from my phone after he told me he should have really wailed on me back when he hit me the first time.   I don't need to relive 20 years ago but it definitely made me put on my big girl panties with this trainer thing. 

Poor trainer.   He really screwed up and I don't think he meant it to turn out this way.  I am worthy though and will get what I paid for. 

I usually don't say as much on these either, but feel the same. Can the wife, lawyer, hospital, authorities familiar with this be contacted somehow? What happened before wasn't right and sounds like things may not have improved.

Trainer update:   I've gone balls to the wall and brought in corporate.  H*LL hath no fury like a woman scorned!!!   I am supposed to have an acceptable resolution by noon today.  I told them that because I was so blind sighted by all of this, I have no idea when he figured out we were not a good fit.  I am assuming early on and I want not only my quantity of sessions, I want to be assured that I had quality.  I thought I could trust that he had my best interests but I have asked to have his training plans reviewed because I have seen no progress (he has never done any measure of progress so it was my leg to stand on).  

The range of emotions have stuck on anger and compensation for the stress.   I am standing firm.  Suck it trainer boy!!  

It probably didn't help that my abusive ex-husband has been calling because his current wife has had him arrested, thrown in a psych hospital, and is seeking supervision for his custody in their divorce, as I had in mine.   I have now blocked him from my phone after he told me he should have really wailed on me back when he hit me the first time.   I don't need to relive 20 years ago but it definitely made me put on my big girl panties with this trainer thing. 

Poor trainer.   He really screwed up and I don't think he meant it to turn out this way.  I am worthy though and will get what I paid for. 

No need to comment on my ex.  He is not worth anyone's comments or even a second thought.  I have removed the toxin again, as I did 20 years ago.  

I was only sharing because it definitely escalates my attitude and then I become all powered up to take on the world.  I go into superhero-save-the-world-and-make-things-right-mode.  They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.   I don't know if that is true but it definitely makes me turn wrongs into rights.   It just happened that he started calling this weekend, at the same time Lifetime Fitness was trying to resolve this.  

All I gotta say is that it warms the very cockles of my melons that you are doing this for YOU. YOU are important, YOU deserve it, YOU are awesome, and YOU rock.

Trainer update:   I've gone balls to the wall and brought in corporate.  H*LL hath no fury like a woman scorned!!!   I am supposed to have an acceptable resolution by noon today.  I told them that because I was so blind sighted by all of this, I have no idea when he figured out we were not a good fit.  I am assuming early on and I want not only my quantity of sessions, I want to be assured that I had quality.  I thought I could trust that he had my best interests but I have asked to have his training plans reviewed because I have seen no progress (he has never done any measure of progress so it was my leg to stand on).  

The range of emotions have stuck on anger and compensation for the stress.   I am standing firm.  Suck it trainer boy!!  

It probably didn't help that my abusive ex-husband has been calling because his current wife has had him arrested, thrown in a psych hospital, and is seeking supervision for his custody in their divorce, as I had in mine.   I have now blocked him from my phone after he told me he should have really wailed on me back when he hit me the first time.   I don't need to relive 20 years ago but it definitely made me put on my big girl panties with this trainer thing. 

Poor trainer.   He really screwed up and I don't think he meant it to turn out this way.  I am worthy though and will get what I paid for. 

Here's how my squad went - first I'm in lane 7 of 8 (8 being slowest) there are five of us, three of us clearly faster.  Coach clears a lane for us.  Two of us move over and have a lane just for us we decided no chatting no resting just go go go.

Constant feed back to me from the coach - he said I need you to go deeper with the hands Jojo, I always think I am then he says something that just clicked, he said I want you to raise your elbow and feel like your hand enters the water right in front of your head.  It will feel wrong but believe me it will be in the right spot.

It was a lightbulb moment.  My catch and pull was just amazingly different.

Thanks coach Johnny

We haven't blown away yet. My goodness. This wind is just horrific. I did get a run in, but I realized 1.5 miles from home that maybe I should have stayed home. Everything around town is creaking -- trees, roofs, buildings, signs. It's like the whole thing is just going to fall apart and blow away. I did get hit in the face with some tree debris, but nothing large, thankfully. I was never so glad to get home. My pace shows how anxious I was about getting home.

The whole time running, I kept telling myself, "Maybe your competitors didn't get out and run today, so you'll be better prepared." and "Your competitors got their runs in today, so if you don't get this run done, you'll be behind, and you can never catch up." and "The next time you run a race with near 50 mph wind gusts, you'll be ready." Motivation.

It is so not worth me getting involved in any way.   His soon to be ex-wife was a stalker to me and had threatened the lives of my children.  Let's just say that what comes around.....