Subject: RE: 8.23.18 Wonderful Wednesday! Wow--You are just starting school now?! Lucky! This is our third week with kids already.
Distance is 70.3, which means I'm either going to run 13.1 miles, or I'm not. Or not go despite all the $$$ I spent on travel arrangements..... It's a real mess. I didn't even qualify this year (actually maybe I could have at Calgary-didn't stick around to see if the woman who won took the spot since at that point I wasn't planning on traveling so far to Worlds ) but was given a slot gratis as part of a program to get more AG women in the event, I think based on rankings last year. At the time I thought, wow, a chance for a do-over after last year's fiasco, but this year has been a total mess--only one of my races has gone semi-okay; the rest horrible for stupid, random reasons. Very frustrating as the training and fitness is actually there. Maybe bad karma for taking a spot I didn't earn or something......
Really haven't done much running on land since my last race; not sure I will until I have to. I can actually run, it's just painful and doesn't feel like I'm doing myself any favors. Lately have been okay though not 100% running on grass and a few short runs on the road.
Anyway, 1:15 trainer ride today--gnarly intervals at 5 AM. Just looking at Sunday's workout makes me ill. Ugh. One of those where I almost want to tell my coach, "I really don't think I am physically capable of this!" It's a toss-up between that and really big needles! |