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2007-04-06 12:24 AM

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Subject: Thursday night rant.... :)

"Name: Ken | E-mail: [email protected] | IP: 216.30.179.30 | Date: April 4, 2007

Dude, I’ve seen your training logs and race reports. Drop out before you kill yourself.

Why do the race if you’re going to totally suck anyway? If you at least trained it might be worthwhile…"

 

This was a comment posted on my blog. It's ok that the coward didn't put his real BT name, I have an idea who it is. Regardless, here is my explanation despite the motives of the insecure, threatened who posted it in case anyone else is wondering:

I'm not built for structure. I'm more suited for epic pain and good story telling, at my expense or not. The reality is, if I was going to finish at 13:30, I would have absolutely no interest in doing the race. That's me. My personality dictates that the race is at the limit of my endurance. I've never done a sprint - it's not wrong or right, it's just who I am and what Tri does for me. I need to be scared of finishing. I need to doubt whether I can finish or not. The times I have done Olympics more than once, I did not enjoy them - I couldn't care less about improving my time by an hour or a day.

Yes, I could have followed the plan, and many of the mappers and planners who have left their lives behind for the last 4 months or more will finish more comfortably than me, and with much better times. Good for them, I hope the race gives them all the put into it and more. I'm proud of everyone who tries, which is more than can be said for you. it seems. I hope your judgment and superiority brings you meaning.

I need to make it interesting and scary and super-welshy to make it worthwhile. I need the angst and potential, even probable heartbreak. I'm not flippant or half-assed despite appearances. I am who I am. I will be devastated if I don't finish, but without the very real possibility of failure, I couldn't care less and the meaning just isn't there for me. It's who and what I am, just like someone is who plans every bump in the road and maps the weather trends for the last 20 years and dilegently follows every day in the IM plans. It's what makes me tick. It's what makes you tick. The difference is, I say more power to you, you say I don't deserve the attempt.

There is a perverse part of me that does this to spite those (like you) whose identity is so wrapped up in how the accoplishment is viewed instead of how you view the accomplishment.  I disdain that person. I experienced it doing the half I'm and I can honestly say most of my true frivolity that day was a direct result of the insecure fools who were offended that "sopmeone like me" could do what they themselves did. I love the fact that so many people are offended by me doing this - fit men and women who resent my attempt and possible completion of this race. That I may have a beer or even a smoke (if the mood strikes me) after the race fills me with a mean spirited glee I can't describe and don't necessarily like, but I'll try and share: In high school, there was nothing I liked more than humiliating the guy who picked on the handicapped kid. That's how I view the type A's who look down on the folks trying to develope some meaning, or simply trying to get fit, on this site or in life.

I love that they (you) see me with my gut and grin and excessive and improbable lifestyle and try to be hateful and dismissive while clearly threatened and stripped of value - It's my middle finger to the asinine, angry and hollow people of the world (you).

At the same time, it's how I I chose to live my life. You don't have to like it. You don't have to agree. You can voice your opinion, but you need to know this: I'm stronger, smarter, more fullfilled and more interesting than you can ever hope to be. The fact that you felt the need to post this tells me all I or anyone reading your comments needs to know about your character: that you are hateful, shallow, insecure and judgmental.

Good luck with life and don't breed.

.



2007-04-06 12:59 AM
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Hey T!  The one thing I learned at Ironman was that it's nothing more than a bunch of ordinary people doing extraordinary things.  Everyone has this illusion that you've gotta be just one step below Normann Stadler to even think of competing in one of these races.  Nothing is further than the truth.  It's full of skinny people, not so skinny people, tall people, short people, disabled people...the list goes on.  And you and I fit right in there.  Screw the naysayers.  Do this for your own reasons.  I just love those people that come across with their "I'm OK, you're an a$$hole" mentality.

I'll be watching you cross that line.  Don't let yourself down.

 

2007-04-06 1:06 AM
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2007-04-06 7:10 AM
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Subject: RE: Thursday night rant.... :)
Hey Welshy!  Screw'em all!  I'm on knee replacements and I have people all the time time me I should do what I do.  Screw'em.  It makes me happy, each finsih line is a celebration - it may be the last.  I'm pulling for you!
2007-04-06 7:26 AM
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In most situations I'm most likely the one to call for peace.  Of course, some situations call for peace and some call for pieces.  I'd like the jerk to have the balls to put his name to the comments so I can get a piece of him.  Who the f* does he think he is?  Those comments reveal him to be something snively and weak, mean spirited and probably disappointed with his own life and taking it out on others.  Making them anonymously makes him something less than a man, in my eyes.

Thomas, you rock.  Your race adventures are epic.  I can't wait to see you cross that finish line.

 

2007-04-06 7:30 AM
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Subject: RE: Thursday night rant.... :)
Yeah, those comments were pretty low, and to do so anonymously is just chickenshit. I'm sure you'll take it as a challenge and set out to prove them wrong. Looking forward to seeing you finish and to reading your race report.


2007-04-06 7:41 AM
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We all get the same medal at the finish line.  This perverse thing we call Triathlon is about personal accomplishment and uplifting each other.  You know that and we know that...someone missed the memo.

If he's going to say something like that, be 'man' enough to own up to it.  A-hole.

2007-04-06 7:49 AM
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Wow,  I am shocked that someone would even take the time to post that in your TL.  I mean what is the point of it?  If you find out who would write such garbage let me know.  I will gladly give them a smack upside the head in your honor, as I suck in most races but excel at kicking a$$.

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2007-04-06 9:17 AM
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Subject: RE: Thursday night rant.... :)
"There is a perverse part of me that does this to spite those (like you) whose identity is so wrapped up in how the accoplishment is viewed instead of how you view the accomplishment. "

my nomination for quote of the year.
2007-04-06 9:39 AM
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Subject: RE: Thursday night rant.... :)
Good thing is you can brush that off not take a second glance at it because people like that are just worthless and their opinion dosent mean jack
2007-04-06 9:48 AM
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Subject: RE: Thursday night rant.... :)

I try to follow the 4 agreements which are

1/Be impeccable with your word

2/ Don't take anything personally

3/ Don't make assumptions

4/ Always do your best

Basically, number two sums up this way: Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won't be the victim of needless suffering.

And then number 4: Always do your best. That is what you are doing right now training for your ironman. Its yours. No one elses...you are going to get out there and do the best you can at the best of your ability. Thats all. Piece of cake.

I wouldn't even give this person any more energy than that...its not about them.

Good luck. You will be great.

 



2007-04-06 9:56 AM
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Subject: RE: Thursday night rant.... :)

Honey, I've seen your logs and you have been doing things, despite what some anonymous asshat may think.

You may not be training for some insane sub-10 hour time (or other ridiculous IM time, I just don't know what qualifies as insane) but you know what? You've done everything you can and of all the folks I know who could pull something out on less-than-perfect training (but NOT 'zero' training by any means!), it is you.

And dammit, at least you're going out and giving it a shot.

Any one who doesn't have the balls (or the ovaries as the case may be) to say who they are when they decide to criticize you isn't worth your time or energy.

I'll be following you and cheering you on next weekend, you can bet on it.

2007-04-06 10:19 AM
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Don't give this guy the satisfaction of knowing that he got to you.  Your Ironman and the path you take to get their is all about you.  Its your accomplishment alone, and regardless of what happens on race day, your TRUE BT family will be here for you, cheering you on.  When the pain comes, don't let your anger pull you through; let it be us!  Remember that you have friends here that see you as an inspiration.  I hope that will be what pulls you across the finish line!

You rock, Welshy!  Keep that in mind, OK?

2007-04-06 10:29 AM
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Subject: RE: Thursday night rant.... :)

dear ken,

you are mean.  

2007-04-06 10:30 AM
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"I eat pieces of sh*t like you for breakfast!"

"You eat pieces of sh*t for breakfast?......."

".............No!"

I'll see you in Arizona!  The troll is not even worth comment.

DNS<DNF<DFL

 

2007-04-06 10:35 AM
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Your response to the jackhole is so inspiring, I can't wait to read your race report!

Heck, I even feel like getting back to training after reading that!

Dear Ken - LMBE!


2007-04-06 10:36 AM
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Welshy... you are one of my heroes here.  Seriously. 

I mean... I admire people who have natural athletic ability.  But, for them to succeed seems like a given.  

But the people who have to work hard against all the odds, against their own personal demons, against genetics... these are the real heroes.

Trolls, on the other hand, aren't worth the electrons required to dismiss them.  Just another example of how trolls work... they can't contribute to the conversation, so instead of staying out, the bring the whole thing down to their level.

Of course, I'll bet you think of this a-hole during your race, and push that much harder to prove him wrong.

 

Anyway... I knew a Ken once when I was younger.  And he didn't have any balls.

Ken Doll

2007-04-06 10:37 AM
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If you keep cutting the bastards off at the knees like that, they'll never be able to touch you.

Just keep moving forward.

2007-04-06 11:41 AM
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Subject: RE: Thursday night rant.... :)
Wow - I didn't expect that level of support. I was just about to type that it was no big deal, thanks for your support, but I've decided to can that and offer a blunt description of how I felt on reading that (sorry if it sounds like chest thumping, but so be it) The first thought that went through my mind was "who is this person?". The first emotion I felt right after was real anger that someone would deliberately take to time to say something like that a week before what may well be one of the hardest days of my life. I mean, what type of evil person could derive any satisfaction from posting that? What type of hate and shallowness could drive that type of action? Up until that point I was ok as my anger and desire to cause this coward physical pain masked everything else. But after that faded, the doubt seeped in, just as I assume he/she intended. What was I doing? Why had I gone about this the way that I had?

 

The funny thing was, I think "ken" did me a favor. I really looked at why I do things this way and grew calm and comfortable with understanding. I've known this about myself (see performance article Biting Off More Than You Can Chew), that I need to create mountains to climb for my own fulfillment but as the weight of the IM has been growing on my shoulders, I have not been having any fun with it. At all. Losing along the way some of the joy I take in my own perversity and contrarian nature. That settled into me yesterday - not life changing, but like a crisp spring day: refreshing after a dreary cold snap.

 

Thanks Ken, now GFY.

 

 





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2007-04-06 11:44 AM
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Did you rent that from Gene Simmons? 

 

2007-04-06 11:46 AM
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We're all behind you (especially those of us out here who also feel like we are crashing a party when we finish an event)! And I admire your dedication and spirit. Even though 'Ken' is not worth the energy to worry about, use your anger as fuel. Can't wait to read your race report!!


2007-04-06 11:49 AM
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max - 2007-04-06 10:44 AM

Did you rent that from Gene Simmons? 

 

Gene Simmons? Pffft. Copy cat....

2007-04-06 11:52 AM
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Take his email address and sign him up for every newsletter and pervis web site you can find....
2007-04-06 12:06 PM
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Subject: RE: Thursday night rant.... :)
running2far - 2007-04-06 11:52 AM Take his email address and sign him up for every newsletter and pervis web site you can find perverted web site that you belong to....
2007-04-06 12:44 PM
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Subject: RE: Thursday night rant.... :)

Welshy!!

A. Ken is a d!ck.  Probably because he doesn't have one.

B. You're one of my favorite people on BT because you could care less what people think and you are who you are.  Definitely not a poser.

C. You're hot. (nice tongue)

D. You have a TON of people who will be pulling for you on April 15th.  I can't wait to read your race report.  You CAN do this!!!

XO,
E

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