Subject: Just me complaining again . . . I guess . . .Well, my lunch was crap. So I went ahead and didn't bring lunch to work (I "didn't have time" to get it together), then I put money on my lunchcard to be able to choose something healthy . . . YEAH RIGHT. We had deli lunchmeat and cake in the lounge. THEN, for some unknown reason (other than the fact that I'm retarded), I went to the cafeteria and bought egg rolls, a frap, and mini donuts. This teaches me that I MUST have healthy food with me ALL of the time. And also . . . well, it was dumb. I mean, I am supposed to be controlling my blood sugar and fat intake because I have severe endometriosis and might be able to have a kid. Does this deter me? Uh, not today, anyway. What tactics do you guys use? Maybe I should: 1) Plan ahead and 2) Always gum with me when the craving stikes? I am certain that my nutrition is hindering me severely (weightwise, tri-wise, and healthwise). Ah, one step at a time, right? |