Subject: RE: TAN #179-It's smart to use a protecTANt.Teejaay - 2012-08-20 11:54 AM lisac957 - 2012-08-20 9:50 AM Teejaay - 2012-08-20 11:47 AM So ... if you were me what would you do with yourself? I feel like doing something new and different and crazy and such. What do you do now? Is money a consideration? And are we talking life changes, or dinner menu/wardrobe changes? Life changes. I can only go UP and forward from here. I've no job. I can't move until my daughter is out of high school (2 more years). I have money but want to MAKE more money. I feel like I need a life coach or something ... way too many years living life for others has left me sorta paralyzed and stunted and not really knowing what I want or need. I'm too old to become a stripper .. so that's out. Identity crisis, it happens to all of us at some point in time, especially after living your life for other and not yourself. I have been there and done that, and for the first time ever I learned to do what makes me happy and I struggle with its not who I thought I was or wanted to be somedays......but happier now and peaceful. There is one downside of this journey the more you learn about yourself the further you push people who you thought once were part of your world out, and finding new people to fit into your world can be extemely difficult. Edited by NRG42 2012-08-20 12:01 PM
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