Subject: RE: Ironman Louisville : Official ThreadIt's breaking my heart but I'm gonna have to withdraw from Ironman Louisville 2009. In the back of my mind I keep trying to rationalize how I can still do the race....but I know it would be foolish to try to force the race this year and risk re-injuring my neck or worse. I'll heal up and I'll do more triathlons but...well, there's not much else I can say. I'm really sorry. I feel like I've let my fellow IMKY/BTers down. All my life I have been blessed with good health and I did triathlons injury free for 12 years so it has been very humbling for me to be injured and recognize my own vulnerability. I have always been somewhat intolerant of weakness/sickness/injury and so maybe this was God's way of developing some empathy in me. I'm a big, tough 6'3"/275 man but I have a new respect for the fragility of my body. Several people have suggested I go to Louisville and volunteer. I just can't. I have nothing against volunteering....just not this year for this race. I can't explain it, but I just can't. I hope you understand. Better quit before eyes overflow... I'll be back next season. Like someone once said, "You won't see me down. I'm either up or I'm getting up!" ~Mike |