Subject: RE: BEfore & after photosLa Rakusillian - 2005-03-10 8:23 PM
Here I am a lot bigger and not very happy about it - this is what started my triathlon obsession.
Hmmmm, seeing that photo makes me sad. I hated myself and that is stupid - it's only fat!
Yes, even though it seems stupid...we should like ourselves for who we are, not what our body fat percetage is, it is amazing how much my self esteem has improved over the past 3-4 months. I think for a number of reasons...I'm not trying to hide in clothes anymore, in fact I'm buying clothes that show off my curves a little (I have never done that before! ), I am immensly proud that I actually accomplished what I have so far, even if no one else notices, I feel better physically, and...OK, this is going to sound wierd, but we're all wierdos here... when I feel myself, I feel good...firm & toned. (still with some well padded areas though ). I wouldn't say I hated myself in my before photo, but I sure wasn't thrilled about having that picture of me in my wetsuit published in the health system newsletter received by a few thousand employees! Now my after picture...I'd love for them all to see that!
So I can relate to what you're saying. I can't wait to see your after photo...you look great in your avitar! |