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Master ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by laffinrock Well, mostly good news from the PT. During my knee PT appointment, the physical therapist spent the time assessing both my hip and my shoulder/arm. Here are her conclusions and recommendations:
She said I could get a MRI on my hip if I wanted peace of mind but I'm happy to save my money and take her word for it. I've gone through previous assessments for labral tears so I know what that feels like; this time didn't feel the same. Plus she's worked on my hip before and I trust her judgment. I'm to see her again in 2 weeks. In the meantime, I'll sit tight (or loose, as the case may be) and follow her directions. I'm really glad to finally have some answers and a plan without having to wait 6 weeks to see a sports medicine specialist!! I also had a good conversation with my coach last night. It's now clear to her that my body won't tolerate an aggressive approach to training or form changes. We agreed that going slow has to be the name of the game. That may mean progressing more slowly than I'd like but honestly, I'd rather be chomping at the bit to do more than doing this 2 steps forward, 1 step back dance I've been doing with her so far. I sent her a summary of what the PT said as well as some metrics about my training over the past year to give her a sense of where I started from and how I progressed. So things are finally looking up, plus DH got a call back today about a new job possibility. Keeping my fingers crossed for him!! This is all good news! I mean, I think that this is more or less what you suspected/hoped for but still, great to get confirmation from the PT. It's also good to hear that you are keeping coach in the loop and excellent news about DH! |
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Master ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by StaceyK So Manatees what are your thoughts on these? Do any of you use something like this? Lots of people here at work have Fitbits and there is a possibility of some type of fitbit competition over the cooler months I'm wondering if the HR element is worth it. https://www.fitbit.com/au/chargehr One of my coworkers has the Charge HR and he loves it! I think that DC Rainmaker said that he'll have an in depth review out in the next week or so, if that helps. Whether the Charge versus the Charge HR? Well, I think that probably depends on how you want to use the HR info. |
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Member ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by jmkizer Originally posted by StaceyK So Manatees what are your thoughts on these? Do any of you use something like this? Lots of people here at work have Fitbits and there is a possibility of some type of fitbit competition over the cooler months I'm wondering if the HR element is worth it. https://www.fitbit.com/au/chargehr One of my coworkers has the Charge HR and he loves it! I think that DC Rainmaker said that he'll have an in depth review out in the next week or so, if that helps. Whether the Charge versus the Charge HR? Well, I think that probably depends on how you want to use the HR info. DH has a Mio that's essentially a Fitbit that monitors HR. He loves it. Then again, he's a statistician and likes to geek out over numbers. |
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Extreme Veteran ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by laffinrock Originally posted by jmkizer Originally posted by StaceyK So Manatees what are your thoughts on these? Do any of you use something like this? Lots of people here at work have Fitbits and there is a possibility of some type of fitbit competition over the cooler months I'm wondering if the HR element is worth it. https://www.fitbit.com/au/chargehr One of my coworkers has the Charge HR and he loves it! I think that DC Rainmaker said that he'll have an in depth review out in the next week or so, if that helps. Whether the Charge versus the Charge HR? Well, I think that probably depends on how you want to use the HR info. DH has a Mio that's essentially a Fitbit that monitors HR. He loves it. Then again, he's a statistician and likes to geek out over numbers. Not the same brand, but I got my fiance a Garmin Vivofit, and she enjoys it. It gives her a daily goal, which is something she's enjoying. |
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Master ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Mary - so glad you have some positive answers and can begin forward progress!!!!!! Stacey - my brother and SIL both use the FitBit and love it. Melanie - seriously, could you heap anything more in to your life right now?! Sheeeesh! As for me, the stoopid calf reared it's ugly "head" again on Tuesday then yesterday was another failed run. It feels better today but my plan is to give it today to rest and try tomorrow, unless it continues to convince me that it can run today. I had a couple people (Mr. Erin and MattMc) mention trying a shoe with a bigger heel drop so yesterday I tried some of my old Solomans. It didn't seem to help but that could be because 1) it still needed recovery time and/or 2) they are old shoes for a reason. I just wanted to test the theory before I desert my arsenal of Pure Connects and drop $100 on a shoe that may or may not help. I think I'll try to stick with Brooks but try the Ghost or another more padded shoe. |
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Master ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by jmkizer Originally posted by StaceyK So Manatees what are your thoughts on these? Do any of you use something like this? Lots of people here at work have Fitbits and there is a possibility of some type of fitbit competition over the cooler months I'm wondering if the HR element is worth it. https://www.fitbit.com/au/chargehr One of my coworkers has the Charge HR and he loves it! I think that DC Rainmaker said that he'll have an in depth review out in the next week or so, if that helps. Whether the Charge versus the Charge HR? Well, I think that probably depends on how you want to use the HR info. Yes, DCR mentioned that the jury is out on the accuracy of the optical HR, so will be interesting to read final review...and really cool if it works as well as they're promoting! No more chest straps!!! A couple of things I saw as I was reading: HR "zones" based on 220-age (don't know if that can be manually reprogrammed) and it's water resistant, not waterproof...no swimming or showering or washing dogs with it. hmmmmm... |
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Master ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() All the work/job talk, I should do an update... J is still "searching". A job he really wants is on hold because of our new governor making budget cuts and put a hiring freeze in place. The Director is trying to get around it, since the freeze cast a wide net but doesn't actually affect his operating budget, to get J on board ASAP. RED TAPE! It's frustrating both of them. |
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Master ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by 4agoodlife All the work/job talk, I should do an update... J is still "searching". A job he really wants is on hold because of our new governor making budget cuts and put a hiring freeze in place. The Director is trying to get around it, since the freeze cast a wide net but doesn't actually affect his operating budget, to get J on board ASAP. RED TAPE! It's frustrating both of them. The joys of gubment related employment.... not |
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Champion ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by amd723 Originally posted by cdban66 Originally posted by mcmanusclan5 Originally posted by laffinrock Well, mostly good news from the PT. During my knee PT appointment, the physical therapist spent the time assessing both my hip and my shoulder/arm. Here are her conclusions and recommendations:
She said I could get a MRI on my hip if I wanted peace of mind but I'm happy to save my money and take her word for it. I've gone through previous assessments for labral tears so I know what that feels like; this time didn't feel the same. Plus she's worked on my hip before and I trust her judgment. I'm to see her again in 2 weeks. In the meantime, I'll sit tight (or loose, as the case may be) and follow her directions. I'm really glad to finally have some answers and a plan without having to wait 6 weeks to see a sports medicine specialist!! I also had a good conversation with my coach last night. It's now clear to her that my body won't tolerate an aggressive approach to training or form changes. We agreed that going slow has to be the name of the game. That may mean progressing more slowly than I'd like but honestly, I'd rather be chomping at the bit to do more than doing this 2 steps forward, 1 step back dance I've been doing with her so far. I sent her a summary of what the PT said as well as some metrics about my training over the past year to give her a sense of where I started from and how I progressed. So things are finally looking up, plus DH got a call back today about a new job possibility. Keeping my fingers crossed for him!!
Woot woot! Good on the bod and good on DH. Fingers crossed, indeed, that both just keep moving forward! Matt I agree with Matt and add in a YAHOO!!!!! Keep calm and continue to improve, that's what we are all hoping for. Good to hear, Mary. I second -or third-this emotion!! Me too!! What are we, up to sixths? Sevething this?? Whatever we're up to, I agree! |
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Champion ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Okay, I need to just vent a little, and please feel free to tell me that I just need to shut up, or whatever. I don't like having dogs. I like other peoples' dogs, but I don't like having them. And now I feel like a horrible person. I could go into the myriad of reasons why I dislike them, but that would make me feel even worse. The short version is that Tony's wanted dogs forever and has always said that when we have a house with a yard, we'd get a dog. So... when we got a place with a yard, the first thing we did was start to look for a dog and I thought "one won't be so bad", and then he convinced me that the dog would need a dog... so we got 2. Don't get me wrong, the dogs aren't going anywhere and they will get all kinds of love and attention, but they are and will be Tony's dogs. I feel like I'm pretending to like them and be all happy to see them, but I'm not. I hate myself for all of that, and mentally beat myself up for not loving them like I feel I should be. I really thought that once we had them I'd fall in love with them and all would be peachy-keen and rainbows and unicorns, and maybe that will happen - I've got 10 years or so to find out. Okay, I'm just going to stop now, I wasn't sure about even writing this in the first place - but I needed to get some of the weight of misery off my shoulders. My apologies if I've made anyone feel uncomfortable - that's not my intention at all. Gah, now I'm rambling which is never a good thing. We should get back to all things that are awesome with the Manatees like keeping jobs and job prospects and healing and non-torn hip labrums and such. Sorry for my ramblings! |
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Pro ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by StaceyK So Manatees what are your thoughts on these? Do any of you use something like this? Lots of people here at work have Fitbits and there is a possibility of some type of fitbit competition over the cooler months I'm wondering if the HR element is worth it. https://www.fitbit.com/au/chargehr I have not used one but half our office does. We were given free fitbits as a health promoting champaign which includes a contest. It is funny to see people sitting at their desks swinging there arms trying to trick the thing into thinking they are walking. I didn't realize it provided continous HR. I could see times when I would find that most helpful especially on the trainer. |
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Master ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by blueyedbikergirl Okay, I need to just vent a little, and please feel free to tell me that I just need to shut up, or whatever. I don't like having dogs. I like other peoples' dogs, but I don't like having them. And now I feel like a horrible person. I could go into the myriad of reasons why I dislike them, but that would make me feel even worse. The short version is that Tony's wanted dogs forever and has always said that when we have a house with a yard, we'd get a dog. So... when we got a place with a yard, the first thing we did was start to look for a dog and I thought "one won't be so bad", and then he convinced me that the dog would need a dog... so we got 2. Don't get me wrong, the dogs aren't going anywhere and they will get all kinds of love and attention, but they are and will be Tony's dogs. I feel like I'm pretending to like them and be all happy to see them, but I'm not. I hate myself for all of that, and mentally beat myself up for not loving them like I feel I should be. I really thought that once we had them I'd fall in love with them and all would be peachy-keen and rainbows and unicorns, and maybe that will happen - I've got 10 years or so to find out. Okay, I'm just going to stop now, I wasn't sure about even writing this in the first place - but I needed to get some of the weight of misery off my shoulders. My apologies if I've made anyone feel uncomfortable - that's not my intention at all. Gah, now I'm rambling which is never a good thing. We should get back to all things that are awesome with the Manatees like keeping jobs and job prospects and healing and non-torn hip labrums and such. Sorry for my ramblings! Sooooo, you just need to teach the kitties to do this J's dad is a cat person. He just shakes he head at our dogs, and one bark out of them and he's at the door telling them to be quiet. lol
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![]() | ![]() Originally posted by mtnbikerchk Sorry Adrienne - not a whole lot of POW happening here - it's more like 40 and sunny (or cloudy depending on the day) ![]() awesome regardless, looks like fun! And hey, no pow makes me a little less jealous |
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Master ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by blueyedbikergirl Okay, I need to just vent a little, and please feel free to tell me that I just need to shut up, or whatever. I don't like having dogs. I like other peoples' dogs, but I don't like having them. And now I feel like a horrible person. I could go into the myriad of reasons why I dislike them, but that would make me feel even worse. The short version is that Tony's wanted dogs forever and has always said that when we have a house with a yard, we'd get a dog. So... when we got a place with a yard, the first thing we did was start to look for a dog and I thought "one won't be so bad", and then he convinced me that the dog would need a dog... so we got 2. Don't get me wrong, the dogs aren't going anywhere and they will get all kinds of love and attention, but they are and will be Tony's dogs. I feel like I'm pretending to like them and be all happy to see them, but I'm not. I hate myself for all of that, and mentally beat myself up for not loving them like I feel I should be. I really thought that once we had them I'd fall in love with them and all would be peachy-keen and rainbows and unicorns, and maybe that will happen - I've got 10 years or so to find out. Okay, I'm just going to stop now, I wasn't sure about even writing this in the first place - but I needed to get some of the weight of misery off my shoulders. My apologies if I've made anyone feel uncomfortable - that's not my intention at all. Gah, now I'm rambling which is never a good thing. We should get back to all things that are awesome with the Manatees like keeping jobs and job prospects and healing and non-torn hip labrums and such. Sorry for my ramblings! While I love dogs and can't understand how not everyone feels the same way |
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![]() | ![]() Originally posted by jmkizer Originally posted by laffinrock Well, mostly good news from the PT. During my knee PT appointment, the physical therapist spent the time assessing both my hip and my shoulder/arm. Here are her conclusions and recommendations:
She said I could get a MRI on my hip if I wanted peace of mind but I'm happy to save my money and take her word for it. I've gone through previous assessments for labral tears so I know what that feels like; this time didn't feel the same. Plus she's worked on my hip before and I trust her judgment. I'm to see her again in 2 weeks. In the meantime, I'll sit tight (or loose, as the case may be) and follow her directions. I'm really glad to finally have some answers and a plan without having to wait 6 weeks to see a sports medicine specialist!! I also had a good conversation with my coach last night. It's now clear to her that my body won't tolerate an aggressive approach to training or form changes. We agreed that going slow has to be the name of the game. That may mean progressing more slowly than I'd like but honestly, I'd rather be chomping at the bit to do more than doing this 2 steps forward, 1 step back dance I've been doing with her so far. I sent her a summary of what the PT said as well as some metrics about my training over the past year to give her a sense of where I started from and how I progressed. So things are finally looking up, plus DH got a call back today about a new job possibility. Keeping my fingers crossed for him!! This is all good news! I mean, I think that this is more or less what you suspected/hoped for but still, great to get confirmation from the PT. It's also good to hear that you are keeping coach in the loop and excellent news about DH! I second that! Yay for things lookin' up! |
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![]() | ![]() Originally posted by 4agoodlife All the work/job talk, I should do an update... J is still "searching". A job he really wants is on hold because of our new governor making budget cuts and put a hiring freeze in place. The Director is trying to get around it, since the freeze cast a wide net but doesn't actually affect his operating budget, to get J on board ASAP. RED TAPE! It's frustrating both of them. Frustrating but hopeful at least! |
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![]() | ![]() Originally posted by blueyedbikergirl Okay, I need to just vent a little, and please feel free to tell me that I just need to shut up, or whatever. I don't like having dogs. I like other peoples' dogs, but I don't like having them. And now I feel like a horrible person. I could go into the myriad of reasons why I dislike them, but that would make me feel even worse. The short version is that Tony's wanted dogs forever and has always said that when we have a house with a yard, we'd get a dog. So... when we got a place with a yard, the first thing we did was start to look for a dog and I thought "one won't be so bad", and then he convinced me that the dog would need a dog... so we got 2. Don't get me wrong, the dogs aren't going anywhere and they will get all kinds of love and attention, but they are and will be Tony's dogs. I feel like I'm pretending to like them and be all happy to see them, but I'm not. I hate myself for all of that, and mentally beat myself up for not loving them like I feel I should be. I really thought that once we had them I'd fall in love with them and all would be peachy-keen and rainbows and unicorns, and maybe that will happen - I've got 10 years or so to find out. Okay, I'm just going to stop now, I wasn't sure about even writing this in the first place - but I needed to get some of the weight of misery off my shoulders. My apologies if I've made anyone feel uncomfortable - that's not my intention at all. Gah, now I'm rambling which is never a good thing. We should get back to all things that are awesome with the Manatees like keeping jobs and job prospects and healing and non-torn hip labrums and such. Sorry for my ramblings! Yeah...I mean you aren't expected to feel the same way he does about them. And I think that is ok.
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Pro ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by 4agoodlife http://www.backcountry.com/explore/my-climbing-partner-eats-chicken... Totally safe for work and (I think) pretty cool. That is a badazz kitty. I didn't think a cat would be so willing to go with the program as they tend to want to run their own show. Makes our cat look like such a whimp. She is the sweetest thing and sometimes acts like a little dog (follows me around, loves to play) but she is an indoor princess. She accidently got out a few weeks ago and was shut out for a few hours. She was wet and cold. Now, if the door is open she'll poke her nose out but is darned if she'll step foot in the cold, cruel world again. |
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![]() | ![]() I spent January pretty much trying new things and keeping the focus off of running (although still being consistent) and very slowly easing back into quality workouts. I did my very first full workout last night: WU 200 meter stride/200 meter recovery 400 meters in 82 seconds/ 400 recovery then 4 x mile at 6:18 with 2.5 minute recovery It felt good to be back to a full workout and I was happy that I was able to complete it without my legs complaining after the weekends mountain summit. I'm finally to that place where the uphill travel isn't getting in the way of the forward. If that makes sense. I will start working in my second quality workout (per week) in February.
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Pro ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by blueyedbikergirl Okay, I need to just vent a little, and please feel free to tell me that I just need to shut up, or whatever. I don't like having dogs. I like other peoples' dogs, but I don't like having them. And now I feel like a horrible person. I could go into the myriad of reasons why I dislike them, but that would make me feel even worse. The short version is that Tony's wanted dogs forever and has always said that when we have a house with a yard, we'd get a dog. So... when we got a place with a yard, the first thing we did was start to look for a dog and I thought "one won't be so bad", and then he convinced me that the dog would need a dog... so we got 2. Don't get me wrong, the dogs aren't going anywhere and they will get all kinds of love and attention, but they are and will be Tony's dogs. I feel like I'm pretending to like them and be all happy to see them, but I'm not. I hate myself for all of that, and mentally beat myself up for not loving them like I feel I should be. I really thought that once we had them I'd fall in love with them and all would be peachy-keen and rainbows and unicorns, and maybe that will happen - I've got 10 years or so to find out. Okay, I'm just going to stop now, I wasn't sure about even writing this in the first place - but I needed to get some of the weight of misery off my shoulders. My apologies if I've made anyone feel uncomfortable - that's not my intention at all. Gah, now I'm rambling which is never a good thing. We should get back to all things that are awesome with the Manatees like keeping jobs and job prospects and healing and non-torn hip labrums and such. Sorry for my ramblings! I wouldn't feel bad about your feelings at all. I totally understand. My wife and I have never been big on four legged pets. The cat was something we did for our son (though we love the kitty and she is now such a part of our family). To me, I love dogs but I love them like my parents and in-laws. I want to hang out with them but after a while I am a little relieved when they go home. My older kids have dogs and they bring them over and we run with them and they hang out but then they go home. I guess we are like dog grandparents. |
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Pro ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by Asalzwed I spent January pretty much trying new things and keeping the focus off of running (although still being consistent) and very slowly easing back into quality workouts. I did my very first full workout last night: WU 200 meter stride/200 meter recovery 400 meters in 82 seconds/ 400 recovery then 4 x mile at 6:18 with 2.5 minute recovery It felt good to be back to a full workout and I was happy that I was able to complete it without my legs complaining after the weekends mountain summit. I'm finally to that place where the uphill travel isn't getting in the way of the forward. If that makes sense. I will start working in my second quality workout (per week) in February.
Did you notice any addition strength in your running from all the hill/off-road stuff? |
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Champion ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by 4agoodlife Originally posted by blueyedbikergirl Okay, I need to just vent a little, and please feel free to tell me that I just need to shut up, or whatever. I don't like having dogs. I like other peoples' dogs, but I don't like having them. And now I feel like a horrible person. I could go into the myriad of reasons why I dislike them, but that would make me feel even worse. The short version is that Tony's wanted dogs forever and has always said that when we have a house with a yard, we'd get a dog. So... when we got a place with a yard, the first thing we did was start to look for a dog and I thought "one won't be so bad", and then he convinced me that the dog would need a dog... so we got 2. Don't get me wrong, the dogs aren't going anywhere and they will get all kinds of love and attention, but they are and will be Tony's dogs. I feel like I'm pretending to like them and be all happy to see them, but I'm not. I hate myself for all of that, and mentally beat myself up for not loving them like I feel I should be. I really thought that once we had them I'd fall in love with them and all would be peachy-keen and rainbows and unicorns, and maybe that will happen - I've got 10 years or so to find out. Okay, I'm just going to stop now, I wasn't sure about even writing this in the first place - but I needed to get some of the weight of misery off my shoulders. My apologies if I've made anyone feel uncomfortable - that's not my intention at all. Gah, now I'm rambling which is never a good thing. We should get back to all things that are awesome with the Manatees like keeping jobs and job prospects and healing and non-torn hip labrums and such. Sorry for my ramblings! Sooooo, you just need to teach the kitties to do this J's dad is a cat person. He just shakes he head at our dogs, and one bark out of them and he's at the door telling them to be quiet. lol Ha! I can't even get the cats to not freak out when I'm on the trainer so I'm thinking the motorcycle thing might be out of the question... They do get all kinds of attention, belly rubs, play time, toys, treats, etc. - they aren't wanting for anything. It's a good thing the puppy is as gosh-darned cute as he is... that cuteness factor gets him out of a lot of trouble. |
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Master ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by Asalzwed I spent January pretty much trying new things and keeping the focus off of running (although still being consistent) and very slowly easing back into quality workouts. I did my very first full workout last night: WU 200 meter stride/200 meter recovery 400 meters in 82 seconds/ 400 recovery then 4 x mile at 6:18 with 2.5 minute recovery It felt good to be back to a full workout and I was happy that I was able to complete it without my legs complaining after the weekends mountain summit. I'm finally to that place where the uphill travel isn't getting in the way of the forward. If that makes sense. I will start working in my second quality workout (per week) in February.
How about your feet? Did you remember to doctor them up? It's strange reading about a "regular" Salty workout again. Glad you're feeling good about the blending. |
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Champion ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() | ![]() Originally posted by amd723 Originally posted by blueyedbikergirl Okay, I need to just vent a little, and please feel free to tell me that I just need to shut up, or whatever. I don't like having dogs. I like other peoples' dogs, but I don't like having them. And now I feel like a horrible person. I could go into the myriad of reasons why I dislike them, but that would make me feel even worse. The short version is that Tony's wanted dogs forever and has always said that when we have a house with a yard, we'd get a dog. So... when we got a place with a yard, the first thing we did was start to look for a dog and I thought "one won't be so bad", and then he convinced me that the dog would need a dog... so we got 2. Don't get me wrong, the dogs aren't going anywhere and they will get all kinds of love and attention, but they are and will be Tony's dogs. I feel like I'm pretending to like them and be all happy to see them, but I'm not. I hate myself for all of that, and mentally beat myself up for not loving them like I feel I should be. I really thought that once we had them I'd fall in love with them and all would be peachy-keen and rainbows and unicorns, and maybe that will happen - I've got 10 years or so to find out. Okay, I'm just going to stop now, I wasn't sure about even writing this in the first place - but I needed to get some of the weight of misery off my shoulders. My apologies if I've made anyone feel uncomfortable - that's not my intention at all. Gah, now I'm rambling which is never a good thing. We should get back to all things that are awesome with the Manatees like keeping jobs and job prospects and healing and non-torn hip labrums and such. Sorry for my ramblings! While I love dogs and can't understand how not everyone feels the same way I'm totally sticking my tongue out at you, you just can't see it! It's not that I don't love dogs, I do - when they belong to someone else.
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